Dec 7, 2008

Given up really

So yeah, I decided it was the lesser evil to not take the jelly any further. I think it would be good for her as it wouldn’t be a burden on her, and it would just be better. And better for me because I don’t have to worry myself. Rather depressing, but I’m quite proud of myself not to be selfish :). She will be somewhere else different anyway soon, so yeah, it would just be depressing. I completely admire Justin, he’s an occasional friend of mine, as in I don’t think he’s very interested in me as a person, and he is just so good with his girlfriend Helen. I would love to be like him in that sense… maybe slightly more romantic, but yeah.

Um, I’m quite tired and untalkative at the moment… mellow shall we say.

Kbye.

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