Neeugghh.
Why do I give myself false hope of my crush being a success! I mean, every time I think I’m going to act differently - more normal, actually being around, not be scared out of my skin to do anything that involves coming into contact with them - I think deeper and realise thats definately not going to happen. Why do I not cease to depress myself. I mean, it should be so easy to do the normal stuff… but I’m just… I don’t know what the hell is wrong, something wrong psycologically has got to have happened.
Oh crap, I just realised what it is.
Holy hell, why didn’t I think of that before.
HAZZAH I shall put the point to Nat becuase she would be the only one who would actually understand. Bleaugh, I need more nice and helpful friends like her. She/someone will be like, the “psycho analysist”…
Fucking hell Henry stop being stupid you just suck at that sort of thing.
AARRRGGGHHHHH I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
Mega frustration has set in.
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“Just do it” “I can’t” “Just… do it!” “Guess what, single minded unhelpful idiot, I CAN’T”
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