Language + Music
Tell me people, why do awesome, and awful mean totally different things, eventhough when they are broken down, they mean the same thing.
Awe - some
Awe - full
See, fundamentally the same thing.
I’m starting to see that when I’m blogging, its probably because I don’t want to do homework, I mean, who does. Not just any old homework, its the start of the GCSE courses and I’m not used to the new amount of homework, I keep getting coursework and I have rediculously overdue English. Not because I don’t want to do it, its because I can’t think of anything to write - I write one paragraph, and then I’m like “Uhh… damn” stuck again.
Music is Ok though, I took the mock written GCSE because I’m doing it a year early and it went Ok, even though I didn’t learn/revise the stuff, which is encouraging. Music is all that matters to me anyway, the only other reason I give a damn about doing anything else is because I like to push myself. If it didn’t have consequences e.g getting grief from my parents for not doing anything, I would certainly stop doing anything and purely concentrate on the music industry and my own skills as a musician. Its all I want to do, I can’t imagine my future without it, quite like someone couldn’t without their love. Although, music is my love, so that would make sense.
After all, your passion is the only thing that makes you not give a damn about the opposite sex at all. I experienced this at a party once, where I was playing music avec le band, and I just danced so much to my favourite songs, and I got terribly emotional and everyone thought i was just really tired and overwhelmed by the heat. If I hadn’t stopped myself, I would have cried. I know it sounds so made up and attention seeking, but seriously, it made me realize that all the time I had mourned over my first girlfriend, (even though, it shook me like an ultra-sensitive baby) I hadn’t felt like that.
Enywai, better do maths test =D
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