January 2009
10 posts
Ramblez.
I’m in one of those moods where I feel slightly self loathing but because everybody does it, I don’t bother saying.
Muse are very good. As are Radiohead, but I like Muse more. French is very boring, especially when you can’t do it. In citizenship we tested some new Yr 10 options forms and they offered such better courses. They said they couldn’t do them last year,...
To the same type of tune as Mellow Yellow
My hair has gone boom today Oh when will the fluffieness go away When I clicked on photo booth I realised my mane had gone poof
My Cousin
Guy: Then you'd have to come to the after party and crash at mine. And things could get messy
Henry: If you make it half term, fine
Guy: Oxfords the best place for it. Ive got loads of friends/aquaintances and good contacts for gigs being on a music course
Henry: I dont want you forcing beverage down my neck though
Guy: And cassie would bring all her fit, little friends who would be all over you saying things like, ah isnt he cute, and then you could send them my way
beverage would have to be forced
its the law
Henry: Hmm, get me drunk so you can use me to get girls. seems you have your best intentions
Innocent Skin.
No one cares anymore? its all in the past is it. oh yeah, thats why im still scarred from it. isnt it obvious to you that i was tyhe victim. its in the past because you are scared of her. he was the only one who could kind of stand up to it. She hit me sop hard at the most vulerable time. she went all “oh woe mi lyf, kill him”. she tokk the oportunity, refused my apology, eventhough i...
And this is here
Purely because I want to print it.
Horizon
Tug the sheets over horizon Put the blinds around the situation Pull the spray paint off the shelf Spring on the colours of your head Ninety nine times out of ten You’ll never hit it on the point Stop your thoughts running too fast for you to think Don’t be too hypocritical of yourself Throw me your anvil This weight isn’t holding me down...
Here, is where I write my best lyrics.
So, I am going to write them here, like a notepad, and do strikeouts and stuff. Bold = permanent for today.
Take the punch bowl Embrace your “culture” Grab your meaning purpose Ruin everything for what’s now
You’re never bothered Its “near” not “intamacy” ”intimacy” I have no idea what to say
Drag you down You drag me down Turn the...
Just for the record
I have no idea what the hell my last blog post meant. I was tired, I have been really tired lately.
I feel like I should be writing something profound
I won’t.
You said you had leukemia. You said you loved me. I said I loved you. We talked about the ocean dividing. Our text, mutually comforted us. You said your leukemia was coming back. You have no idea what I felt. You said you found a donor. You have no idea what I felt. I talked to Wolfy. I knew about Me, Jackson and Wolfy. You have no idea what I felt. We didn’t talk. We argued....
December 2008
17 posts
Me Had Inspiration :)
Tug the sheets over horizon Put the blinds around the situation Pull the spray paint off the shelf Spring on the colours of your head Ninety nine times out of ten You’ll never hit it on the point Store your mind some rest Just stop your thoughts running too fast for you to think And don’t be too hypocritical of yourself Throw me your anvil This weight isn’t holding me down...
I don't like my previous posts
They remind me too much of negative nostalgia.
Anyway, christmas. Should be full of joy but, to be honest, there’s not really any part of it to particularly look forward to. Family are… boring, unoriginal - the only person I would vaguely want to talk to is Owen, and he’s away for christmas so yeah.
I… don’t have much to say.
I’ve lost my flair a bit. You...
Wit.
Henry: say something interesting
мαтт: something interesting
Henry: you witty bastard
мαтт: :P
I simply can not stand this
I need to just break out of myself, I need some new brain to fix my pathetic immature, caged in mind. I need someone to take a fucking sledgehammer and break the bloody wall down. I’m so infuriating. If only she knew it was her, and she just said “yes” and then she could be just as supportive as I said and it would be perfect… but as James says himself…
Sweet dreams...
I GIVE UP I GIVE UP I GIVE UP.
I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP. I GIVE UP.
DAMN IT!
Update, there will be many...
Still have hope in jelly… maybe… another thing that intimidates me is the fact i will have to be friends with her friends… do they expect me to do stuff…. ARGH.
Given up really
So yeah, I decided it was the lesser evil to not take the jelly any further. I think it would be good for her as it wouldn’t be a burden on her, and it would just be better. And better for me because I don’t have to worry myself. Rather depressing, but I’m quite proud of myself not to be selfish :). She will be somewhere else different anyway soon, so yeah, it would just be...
Grr
My crush is going to leave soonish, i better get a move on - problem - kidding myself with fact of actually making anything of this crush.
I hate the word crush
lets say
jelly, it makes it more fun
My jelly is going to leave soonish, I better get a move on - problem - kidding myself with fact of actually making anything of this jelly.
Lolomania
Henry says: (18:41:57)
You should stick
To what you live for
Forget the girls
They’re not completley
Safe
Ley’ll leave you in disgrace
Sure they’ll be the icing
But they’ll probebly taste like poison
And induce the same effect
Erase your intellect
Injera says: (18:42:23)
oh ok
Injera says: (18:42:35)
that sounds like your telling matt bellamy to stop having...
Happy
Indeed, I have cheered up seeing as I’ve had a great chat this evening with both Nat and Mollie, they’re both tres cool.
Thing is though, I’ve already said everything… so… bye
:)
Neeugghh.
Why do I give myself false hope of my crush being a success! I mean, every time I think I’m going to act differently - more normal, actually being around, not be scared out of my skin to do anything that involves coming into contact with them - I think deeper and realise thats definately not going to happen. Why do I not cease to depress myself. I mean, it should be so easy to do the normal...
Music is my medicine
I was feeling insanely low, and now, I go listen to nostalgic songs, I feel so much better. I still know I have overdue History and English for tomorrow, but now, I don’t care. Infact, everything I worry about has just… gone.
If you haven’t found your passion, go find it. Its fucking brilliant.
lirikz.
I read somewhere you can write lyrics about something you know, whatever it is, and it will be good.
Here goes…
Oh humbucker, you’re my one and only friend
Oooh, to me you are loyal,
No one understands what I’m talking about, but
You have better tones than a single coil
Yeahno.
Injera
I have such a great feeling for this band. We’ve been together a while, and with the ups and downs we have come out of the “compromising” era and have come though to the “everyone is satisfied muchly” era. Even though my dad has amazing recording facilities, he still suggests we go to a recording studio for the day, to make it absolutely perfect and wonderful, which...
November 2008
11 posts
Rant + How to make the most of now
Don’t you just hate it when you’ve been out with one of your parents/siblings, and you have a (semi) argument, and they go in and tell the other parent half of the story and make you sound unreasonable, but if you try to argue back they blame it on you being an argumentative, hormone-ridden teenage old boy. Bloody infuriating.
I have more homework which, as it usually does, made me...
A list I found
This is, or was, the list of things that defined music for me.
Fences - 1.50 (harmony); Somebody Told Me (intro); All Hand On Deck, Pt. 1 - 2.14; 99 - 3.10; Speak Up - 1.06; for all these times kid.. - intro; Mono - 3.55; Bling - intro; The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You - 1.00; It’s Not a Fashion Statement - intro; Hang ‘Em High - 1.59
I’m about to go through it myself :)
Rock.
I hate the fact my passion for music lies within popular rock music. Well actually, I love the fact. Um. Yeah.
What I mean is, to most people, the fact that I play basically mainstream means I’m doing it because its cool, or because its fun and thats the sort of music I’m meant to like. You know, it just makes me look like a stereotypical teenager who has a band at school and who...
This is just an idea. One usually writes stuff...
Defunct
Is another good word.
MATHS HENRY, MATHS
Fine.
Language + Music
Tell me people, why do awesome, and awful mean totally different things, eventhough when they are broken down, they mean the same thing.
Awe - some
Awe - full
See, fundamentally the same thing.
I’m starting to see that when I’m blogging, its probably because I don’t want to do homework, I mean, who does. Not just any old homework, its the start of the GCSE courses and...
Premier 25th Nov 08
I have lots to say, but alas, I have to slug my way up to the room of unconsciousness. I probably also had lots of important homework, but last might I got very worked up about that and didn’t have a nice time.
Infatuated is a good word. So is jugular.
Yeah ok bye.